Lakeview

by Thomas Matthew Gibson

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1.
When I was a lad running around the playground, I'd make time To sink to the ground and listen, to be kind Now I'm a man and forfeit all the pleasures of my time To wondering if I'll ever wonder why I had a flush and folded blind Turned my back to those fields of life Whose whispers reach my ears at night And ask if it matters Numbed by the lies I've told myself to leave my home and try To reach past my strife of everything I'd ever need Held to this oath, it lies in wait, beneath a tired game To prove to these ghosts I'm only all they ever loved And I ask them now to save my will Clear my mind of the guilt I still hold untamed to reach and fill If only to matter
2.
Another year gone, and I miss that call and response that was to be found You seem lost but I can see how for the better She's part of that scene that calls for some show And I must admit I walked away slowly From the bore of it all She ain't heard nothing from me in weeks As I aim to please I can't mourn anymore Though I know it'll show up in little ways So many lives that don't feel like mine Ain't it clever? But all those moments I've saved; all those faces and names and places Well I've held them too long to see them again It's no race I can win With no escape from mistakes It's brought me begging on my knees As I aim to please
3.
Paper Plane 03:37
Got a paper plane Equal parts and it fits into my hand It's got a broken wing I'll let it go when the wind says it's just right Heaven help me I can't get by I've been trying to change but I can't quite remember why I'm trying to change but I... Missed the sun again Miss the sound of those crickets from my window I can see the rule, but I'd rather stay and play the fool Heaven help me I can't get back I've been trying to change but I can't quite remember why I'm trying to change but I....
4.
I never knew if he believed those words himself But he had to prove that he could lay the track His mind refused to bend in those early years He could always taste that bitter life And now his eyes are tired from all this waiting around But nothing happens that lets him feel alive Nothing happens Just the strength of his spine He stole instead of bargaining with the rest Felt the romance of the new slip away Saw the world and never found one like himself Sealed the chaos in his mind and dug his heels in the ground And now his eyes are tired from all this waiting around But nothing happens that lets him feel alive Nothing happens Just the weight on his spine
5.
Friends 04:58
Distorted truth that stirs my blood; I'm not ready I had a friend who spoke as much, tried to blame the perfect lie. I've been living a life of disinformation where the best things were said without any words In need of a rest from the desperate hands, I close my eyes to the day where we leapt with the sun. Found a point of view without sustain, looking down the rivers throat We spoke of demons real and thought of what remains without that hell. I've been living a life of disinformation where the best things were said without any words In need of a rest from the desperate hands, I close my eyes to the day where we leapt with the sun. I always trusted the ones that beat me down. I took a test to outlast fire. But nothing lasts for long and vanity is no saving grace Never felt I had done enough to save them, but I remember them saving me.
6.
What a lovely swaying sigh As I bit the guiding hand... Though lines may fade to time... These many lands have led me straight to Your Golden Heart I really thought I'd die if I felt true happiness This fear has held my life, barley kept my head above the ground Mind under lock and key, within these chiseled walls that read of you And Your Golden Heart How you speak true and keep me holding on If I die I'll have lived With nothing given for what you give

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released January 23, 2020

All music by Thomas Matthew Gibson
Recorded in apartment 215 on a day in June
Mixed by Josh Gillard

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Thomas Matthew Gibson Toronto, Ontario

Meandering indie folk, played on broken guitars and captured in creaky apartments. Themes of loss and love that gently toss and turn.
Second full length record coming in 2024.

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